Friday, 21 September 2007 |
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geraldineeeeeeee says: oh well geraldineeeeeeee says: i hope someday u'd look at this and laugh [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: i don't think so [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: i'm sorry [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: but i can be very unforgiving at times [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: =/ geraldineeeeeeee says: from what i see geraldineeeeeeee says: you eat your words too geraldineeeeeeee says: and u have a soft spot for your friends [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: ..........
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I was ranting to Geraldine last night about certain issues, and how I'm not so forgiving all the time, when she said those words above. I dunno why, but the part on me having a soft spot for my friends just rendered me speechless for quite sometime. I guess I never really saw that in me. I always thought I was someone who was emotionally independent and was good at being emotionally independent, but I guess the reason why it struck me dumb was that I sort of realised that she isn't entirely off tangent either. But yeah, I think I have soft spot for those I call friends - so much so I let them get away with things, I go all out to help them when I think they need my help - even if it means just sitting beside them in silence as a show of support, or provide a listening ear to their troubles. I think I'm really too idealistic, but then I see no other way for me to live my life out. Its just simply who I am. I seriously can't see myself being any less idealistic than I already am, or having less optimism that some good in this world still remains. ________________________________
[msn conversation]
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: i'm actually more like harry potter than i dare admit. geraldineeeeeeee says: .......... geraldineeeeeeee says: voldemort is pure evil [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: yeah, and i'm not [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: haha geraldineeeeeeee says: ur human geraldineeeeeeee says: hahahahah!! [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: haha [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: like harry [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: my friend was telling me that i'm actually like harry [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: i was like 'WTF? NOOOOOo i'm voldemort!' geraldineeeeeeee says: awwwwww geraldineeeeeeee says: voldie is insulted [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: he was like 'yeah.... right. voldemort doesn't wish he could do volunteer work in cambodia' [lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says: hahaah geraldineeeeeeee says: *smiley of some laughing cat*
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OMFG! I'm starting to think that I'm really like Harry.
Okay, this entry really didn't turn out the way I intended it to be. But I'm at a lost of words. I just think that I'm actually more of a better person than I ever expected myself to be. At least I hope so.
Oh what rubbish.Labels: emo, friends |
posted by voldemort33 @ 22:18 |
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