let's see how far we've come
Friday, 21 September 2007
erh.....
[msn conversation]

geraldineeeeeeee says:
oh well
geraldineeeeeeee says:
i hope someday u'd look at this and laugh
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
i don't think so
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
i'm sorry
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
but i can be very unforgiving at times
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
=/
geraldineeeeeeee says:
from what i see
geraldineeeeeeee says:
you eat your words too
geraldineeeeeeee says:
and u have a soft spot for your friends
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
..........

[/msn conversation]
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I was ranting to Geraldine last night about certain issues, and how I'm not so forgiving all the time, when she said those words above.
I dunno why, but the part on me having a soft spot for my friends just rendered me speechless for quite sometime.
I guess I never really saw that in me. I always thought I was someone who was emotionally independent and was good at being emotionally independent, but I guess the reason why it struck me dumb was that I sort of realised that she isn't entirely off tangent either.
But yeah, I think I have soft spot for those I call friends - so much so I let them get away with things, I go all out to help them when I think they need my help - even if it means just sitting beside them in silence as a show of support, or provide a listening ear to their troubles.
I think I'm really too idealistic, but then I see no other way for me to live my life out. Its just simply who I am. I seriously can't see myself being any less idealistic than I already am, or having less optimism that some good in this world still remains.
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[msn conversation]

[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
i'm actually more like harry potter than i dare admit.
geraldineeeeeeee says:
..........
geraldineeeeeeee says:
voldemort is pure evil
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
yeah, and i'm not
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
haha
geraldineeeeeeee says:
ur human
geraldineeeeeeee says:
hahahahah!!
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
haha
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
like harry
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
my friend was telling me that i'm actually like harry
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
i was like 'WTF? NOOOOOo i'm voldemort!'
geraldineeeeeeee says:
awwwwww
geraldineeeeeeee says:
voldie is insulted
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
he was like 'yeah.... right. voldemort doesn't wish he could do volunteer work in cambodia'
[lamb to the slaughter] - life is beautiful, but it's complicated says:
hahaah
geraldineeeeeeee says:
*smiley of some laughing cat*

[/msn conversation]
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OMFG! I'm starting to think that I'm really like Harry.

Okay, this entry really didn't turn out the way I intended it to be. But I'm at a lost of words. I just think that I'm actually more of a better person than I ever expected myself to be. At least I hope so.

Oh what rubbish.

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