Sunday, 16 September 2007 |
in deep shit |
Alright, this is going to be an entry where I start whining and whining about not being able to keep up with school work, so readers beware! I will not be responsible for any panic (or non-panic) it induces.
ANYWAY, I think I'm really in deep shit with regards to keeping up with readings! Dear me! I woke up at 11 o'clock, which is considered later than normal. I usually wake up at 9 o'clock and that timing is perfect because it gives me ample time in the morning to slack and accumulate enough guilt over not doing anything constructive, which would then galvanize me to actually start on some work. BUT I WOKE UP AT 11 TODAY! WHICH resulted in my whole cycle being totally screwed up! I blame it on not being able to sleep in yesterday, because I decided to be a filial son and accompany my mom to the market. Sigh. So I slept in today to account for the sleep debt incurred yesterday. At look where it has gotten me to? Total disruption of my normal schedule. =/
I ended up eating brunch - two slices of bread with bacon, and leftovers from the dinner that my mom cooked for the whole extended family last night. (One of the dishes happen to be fried pig's heart! YUM YUM!) And before I could convince myself to go up and do some work, I ended up watching some documentary on Channel U, about the rise of great nations. So from 12 to 1, I was watching some show about the rise of the Dutch, how they created the first banking system, stock market, yada yada yada.
After that, it was 2 hours of blog & internet surfing. And then a game of Starcraft which ended up becoming a 2 and a half hour titanic battle because my Protoss opponent was quite good. I had to use all my Zerg ingenuity to beat his sorry ass man. But at the cost of my whole AFTERNOON being burnt away. And now I just found out that we have to go to the architect's house tonight - apparently he has finished the designs for our house and wants to have the final approval tonight so that we can at least start work on it... I feel kinda guilty about the house actually, I must admit I have been too cooped up with my own world and work to actually take notice of what my parents have been doing. And so much for promising to take a more active role in its planning and conception!
So I have no time to do any reading today! Which brings the weekend to a close... plus the fact that I have done absolutely zero reading this weekend! Yesterday was just spending time playing Starcraft and going to MAF, today's also spent on playing Starcraft and doing other crap matters. I hardly have time to do work on week days, with tuition and all, and if I don't do some work on weekends, where am I going to find the time to do it then? BLOODY HELL. I need to catch up with work during the recess week... but I've got a nasty feeling people would be eager to organise outings then! And though I seriously want to catch up with work and do my readings, I DO NOT WANT TO DEVOLVE into a MUGGER who spends every single waking (and sleeping) moment of his life thinking about school work! HOW HOW HOW! SUCH CONFLICTING VALUES! I am in such deep shit!
The sheer amount of work to read up for COFM, pathology and immunology is seriously freaking me out. I ABSOLUTELY DETEST COFM. MY GOD. THANKS FOR MAKING MY LIFE MISERABLE, with you theoretical nonsense and statistical what-nots! DIE COFM LECTURERS! I hope rotten eggs fall down from the sky and smash onto your heads and give you a foul stench for the rest of your sorry lives! OR EVEN BETTER, DEMENTORS COME AND KISS YOU AND SUCK YOUR NO GOOD SOULS LIKE JELLY OUT OF A STRAW! BLEAHHHHHHHHH!
I WILL CATCH UP DURING RECESS WEEK! ACK*!
Okay. I need to calm down. Calm down, calm down, calm down. *Damian is in his happy place, doing happy things, thinking about happy thoughts! Weeeeeee~!*Labels: madness, meltdown, school |
posted by voldemort33 @ 17:50 |
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