I got hooked on this song thanks to one of my younger cousins, who kept playing it over her handphone. Its a nice song by Avril Lavigne, pretty haunting actually. Avril's actually quite a good singer; I would know since I attended her concert here in J2, which is quite surprising because many would think of her as a rather lousy singer given her image. Haha.
Been feeling quite happy over the last few days. Neuroscience CA turned out to be rather easy all thanks to our Prof, who blatantly dropped anvil sized hints in one of his lectures - and guess what? The questions that were tested were really on those topics that he hinted on. Thank god for that, because it was an 'all or none' principle kind of thing. But I'm glad it didn't end up horrible or something, because I was really worried about Neuroscience and studying it was really a chore.
Apparently, the Microbiology and Immunology CA results are both out. And according to Gerard, the results for the whole level aren't good. What can I say? Its kind of expected isn't? I haven't checked my results yet but I'm still hoping it would be a pass. I think I should give up hope on a 'good pass' though.
I've been driving non-stop for the past 3 days/nights and its been fun. My parents are really great at this trust thing, they have no problems regarding my on-the-road performance, except maybe a few minor nitpicks here and there. Though the same thing cannot be said of my brother. Picked him up from the airport yesterday, and it was a noisy ride back home, with him giving lots and lots of comments that it got my parents all riled up as well. Plus, my brother's a distraction! He keeps shifting in the front seat and making huge sweeping hand gestures, its a miracle I didn't turn off the highway or something. But I'm still having problems with parking though. Apparently, my family insists that the way the school teaches parking is wrong, and that we are supposed to park some other way. Its rubbish really. But all in all, driving has so far been fun.
I was watching 'Grey's Anatomy' last night and there was a scene where Meredith was confiding in the Chief that she feels awful that she had just brought a woman working in the hospital to see her husband, who was involved in an ambulance collision, for what would be the last meeting she would ever have with her dying husband. And the Chief said something along the lines of 'This is the job Meredith, this is the job.' which got me wondering how many more times this kind of situation would occur in my life; where I would feel guilty for not being able to fulfill my promises and obligations to people and end up seeing them die or get hurt or turn out worse than expected. Its kinda sobering that this is going to be a constant fixture in my life, and that one day I'll just lose the sour taste and dull sensation of it. I think it kinda sucks that we have to end up becoming robots to become the kind of people who can really do our jobs to the best of our abilities. I don't know, maybe clinicals does that to you. Maybe it'll be worthed it. I seriously don't know.
Name: voldemort33
XY, 01/06/1987, s'porean typical geminian free-thinker moody & eccentric thinks far too much for his own good med student (be afraid. be very afraid!) demon45_6f@hotmail.com
crazy craves
music (jazz, rock and lounge) day-dreaming drawing & photography animals (sheep!) chocolate and tea! seafood, noodles and soup!
pet peeves
noisy crowds over-possessive, insecure, whiny people two-faced hypocrites housework and homework being called 'rich' rushing to do stuff crying, pesky kids
deepest darkest desires! (aka wishlist!)
to be a doctor (with a heart of gold!) a dog my own condo apartment a driving license and my own four wheel drive my own comic line someone to hug
