| Friday, 7 December 2007 |
| are bubbles made for bursting? |
Its been ages since I've been here! I apologize for not blogging - I've been too busy enjoying life over the past few days to care. Kekekekeke!
I wish I can say that I have lots of interesting things to talk about today, but the fact is I don't. Its just so hard to think of anything to say these days - too much sleeping and mindless entertainment has effectively turned my brain into mush.
On another note, today's the last day of school for semester one of M2. Ironically, it doesn't even feel like the last day of school. There's really very little excitement over the whole event - it all feels very muted and uninteresting, like it really doesn't matter at all.
A few folks at school told me its because we have been celebrating our past week in a fashion reminiscent of the start of the holidays, long before school has actually ended, so much so when the actual last day before the holidays arrives, everything just feels so uneventful.
And when you couple in the fact that the holiday's really a long study break for the second round of CAs in January, you really don't see much to rejoice about. Life's just like that. Multiple holes to topple in, one after another. But that doesn't mean we give up and don't keep trying to jump across the potholes! No matter how sucky it gets, we can do nothing braver than to just shoulder through.
I think I should do some backdating here.
On Monday, I went to Minds Cafe with some of my anat group friends. Played lots of games and also incurred a high parking fee. (I really can't ever get over how expensive parking is!)
On Tuesday, I made my first driving foray with the OG into the heart of Chinatown, and what a congested place it is. If it wasn't for Shihui's directions, I would have ended up lost (and probably killed a few people along the way as well!) It was a memorable experience, because our convoy of cars got split up halfway and quite a number of us got lost. Plus we got waylaid at some eatery where we were surrounded by store owners who acted like a pack of ravenous wolves, waiting to cheat us of money for buying over priced dishes. But anyway, that's not the point because we went there to have a Kbox session in celebration of Shihui's birthday! Didn't sing much, but still, it was a memorable day.
And today was spent at an impromptu session at AMKHub with David and Woochiao where I discovered how fun AMKHub can actually be! Not the place of course, but the company. And the kind of topics and conversations they bring to the table. It would have been more hilarious if Kailiang was there, but there'll always be future opportunities for future AMKHub meetings!
I was reading some personality quiz and horoscope analysis thing and I got some rather interesting results that made me go 'hmmmmmm...'
I read that the key to making someone whose star sign is of a Mutable type is to keep emphasizing how much you love him/her, and at the same time, how much you hate that person as well.
Apparently, such a relationship is very appealing to a Mutable type horoscope, because they find that a relationship built on being able to love someone despite being irritated by the person's flaws, is the most realistic of relationships.
Since I'm a Gemini, which is a Mutable sign, I find that extremely true. Relationships that are overly lovey-dovey are just so unrealistic - I always feel that the best relationships are those that can live through the biggest of tragedies and storms. You love a person more after hating her.
Another (rather naughty) personality test I read goes something like this:
If you had a chance to learn one of the following love skills, which would you choose?
1. How to make the perfect sex video.
2. How to make love in 100 different positions.
3. How to make DIY sex toys.
4. How to make the perfect aphrodisiac cocktail.
Apparently, this test is used to identify the way you view love/relationships.
But anyway, I chose option 4 and apparently, people who choose this option are people who view love from a romantic point of view - they create an idyllic fantasy of their love life, a perfectly scripted Korean style drama, the fairy-tale love story, tragic or overly dramatic kind of love story, those kind of things. Such people are eternally trapped in their own idealistic view of love and how they hope to live through it and achieve it.
And upon reading the results, I immediately thought of how true the whole thing is. Goodness knows how many idyllic scenarios I have fantasized and dreamt and created in my brain, how many fairy-tale stories I have created without them ever coming to life or ever being fulfilled.
As much as I try to deny it, I'm a hopeless romantic. I dream and wish for the impossible. The 'love-at-first-sight', 'sweeping-each-other-of-their-feet', 'I-will-climb-the-highest-mountains, swim-the-deepest-seas-and-even-die-for-you' kind of love. The kind of love story that will only be seen on the scripts of the most sappy drama serials.
Its not realistic, but hey, let's face it, I'm not a realistic person at all! (at least most of the time anyway.)
Sometimes I wonder if I should prick the bubble around me and stop being so oblivious and dreamy about the real world.
But I conclude the horrific extent of how dirty and dark the world is, would KILL me.
So really, I think its better for me to stay within this little bubble of mine - because I'm not really ready for the real world.
Nor is the real world ready for me.Labels: horoscope, quiz, randomness, school |
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