let's see how far we've come
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
愛在波希米亞


愛在波希米亞 - 蘇打綠 / 魏如萱
我想踏著不存在的音階往上
漂流在貓與兔子共處的海洋
我們互不相讓又不屬於對方
離開不只關扇窗

和你一起歌唱像密謀的拾荒
躺在命運前後顧左右而言他
兩個人交叉比對過後的信仰
總大過獨自感傷

反覆的 詠嘆哪 有種愛叫做波西米亞
飄散的 薔薇花 天冷時也不流浪
所以我 和你啊 在分手時候好整以暇
等晴朗 等健康 等到寂寞都退潮才收拾行囊

生命的月台上有愛也有失望
我是誰我也不懂只是愛吟唱
雨被春天的河床沒收成出發
告別轉彎的地方

反覆的 詠嘆哪 有種愛叫做波西米亞
任時間 脫了韁 青春是耽溺的妝
張開眼 夢中央 空蕩蕩星光占領圍牆
輝煌的 仍張揚 只是微笑了送你從回憶離場
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Its december already! A new year is coming!
Time to revitalize this place. Or even choose to dispose of it!

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Sunday, 28 September 2008
迟到千年
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迟到千年 - 苏打绿
卮言春天破碎秋千
踟蹰不如停止抱歉
再过秋天烂了蜿蜒
红灯你搁浅

只是你迟到一千年
黄昏后就不会有夜
发间在印象中被蔓延
你说你放弃了八月
其实不需要蜻蜓点水
打昏自己食髓知味
吞了你用力一口下餍
捧起碗在倥侗增添

阖起厌倦压坏了肩
缩成了点还是一条线
接近直觉溺死诡谲
最熟最烂你的脸

只是你迟到一千年
黄昏后就不会有夜
发间在印象中被蔓延
你说你放弃了八月
其实不需要蜻蜓点水
打昏自己食髓知味
吞了你用力一口下餍
捧起碗在倥侗增添

只是你迟到一千年
黄昏后就不会有夜
发间在印象中被蔓延
你说你放弃了八月
其实不需要蜻蜓点水
打昏自己食髓知味
吞了你用力一口下餍
捧起碗在倥侗增添

只是你迟到一千年
黄昏后就不会有夜
吞了你用力一口下餍
捧起碗在倥侗增添

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You know a song is cool when you don't really understand what the lyrics are saying.
That said, I think alot of things in life come at a time when its too late. You only get what you want at a time when you don't want it anymore. Such is the irony of life. Bleah.

Its been almost two weeks since my last entry here. That's probably the longest time I'd ever left an active blog hanging without an update.

I find it strange that everytime I meet up with non-medicine people, they always ask me the same question - 'How's medical school?' and I always give them the same answer - 'Like that lor.' I just can't put the frustration and exhaustion into words. But I must say my non-medical school friends have been very very understanding and supportive of my foray into medicine, and everytime I meet up with them, they always help me rediscover some of the passion that's been extinguished by the stress and demands of medical school life.

I will try to smile.

Loads of people are flying off again, so much so that I can't even bloody keep track of who is flying off and WHEN they are flying off. Then again, I'm so busy that I don't think I can really go see people off in the first place. So to anyone who is flying off and still reads this blog, bon voyage and good luck in your studies! Don't get into too much seedy sex, drugs and booze over in the western land of vice!

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Thursday, 11 September 2008
幾米音樂劇《向左走向右走》


我好想看喔!
可惜我不住在台湾... =/

好想念苏打绿!

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Saturday, 2 August 2008
"请让我在你身边 一起纪念这一天"


这天 - 苏打绿
够深刻了吗 来躺下吧
让我轻抚你安慰 伤害我后的疲累
够尖锐了吗 看我的疤
用温柔包覆勇敢 给喘息的你笑脸
生命从来不觉得自己对谁该负责任
太多虚伪情节的表面模糊陌生的眼

请让我在你身边 一起穿越这条街
请让我在你身边 一起纪念

够痛快了吗 我知道啊
躲在你利刃之内 骄傲的自卑作祟
够鲜艳了吗 血染的花
被你刺满的双手 此刻擦乾你眼泪
生命从来不觉得自己对谁该负责任
我们看了编造的谎言就如此轻易
将彼此划成碎片
太多虚伪情节的表面模糊陌生的眼

请让我在你身边 一起穿越这条街
请让我在你身边 一起纪念这一天

总有一天我们都死去
丢掉名字的回忆再没有意义
总有一天我们都忘记
曾为了一个越演越烂的故事伤心
总有一天我们都叹息
笑着缅怀有过的愚蠢的美丽
就让现在过去

让我握你的手 让你握我的手
彻底了解颤抖 你会知道我
让我握你的手 让你握我的手
彻底了解颤抖 你会知道我
让我握你的手 你会知道我

让我在你身边 一起穿越这条街
请让我在你身边 一起纪念这一天
透过我的眼泪看你的脸
自由是我们需要的特权
你笑了我笑了笑了这一天


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I went to watch Sodagreen's concert with juniors Xinhui and Yinghong at the Max Pavilion on Saturday! At $150 each, the tickets we had were the most expensive for the night. Its the first time I had ever spent so much on a concert, but nonetheless, it was worthed every cent. I know most music lovers would have chosen to spend their money on tickets to Sing Fest instead, but I'm glad I didn't go squeeze for a place there. Watching Sodagreen was a treat. It was as good as their first ever concert here, which was last year I believe. I went for it as well and I remember being blown away by them then, because of how amazing they sound 'live' and also how friendly and sincere they were! This time round, they were back with a bigger line up, an additional year of experience, and it really showed that in their music and their stage presence. But if you strip away all the fancy pancy stage effects, what matters is still their solid singing and their down-to-earth friendliness.

What I like about them is their unique sound, which is always slightly quirky and not too conventional. It helps that their lead singer Qingfeng has such a high and distinct voice. I love the way that they handle all genres of music, how they can emote with slow, heart wrenching emotional songs and how they can send the crowd wild with their high octane fast numbers. It gives their music a very interesting touch, making them feel bubbly, with a background element of class to them.

Another thing about them is their sincerity. I love the way they do encores. They don't just perform a piece or two of pre-decided, pre-rehearsed songs, they open the floor to the audience for requests and try to their utmost best to give the audience as much as they. And they try to elongate the session by having utterly hilarious conversations with the audience and also bantering among themselves. Very funny.

I enjoyed myself alot at the concert. It was a good breather from the harsh reality of clinical life and a good chance to go to somewhere where absolutely no one from medicine would go, and just let loose. A night of solid music, hilarious entertainment, a night to forget the troubles and worries haunting me, to just immerse myself in the wonderful world of music.

A night I would never forget. Til the next time they perform here! Sodagreen pops!

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Wednesday, 13 February 2008
我只在乎你


我只在乎你
如果沒有遇見你 我將會是在那裡
日子過得怎麼樣 人生是否要珍惜
也許認識某一人 過著平凡的日子
不知道會不會 也有愛情甜如蜜

任時光匆匆流去 我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何 能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你 別讓我離開你
除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

如果有那麼一天 你說即將要離去
我會迷失我自己 走入無邊人海裡
不要什麼諾言 只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠 片片回憶活下去

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Thanks to Paul's performance at the 心年快乐 event this afternoon, this song is stuck in my head right now. I know lots of people love the original by Teresa Teng, but I must say I love the Sodagreen version best.

Its a very poignant song, with touching lyrics. I must say I was almost moved to tears this afternoon, not only due to Paul's rendition of this song, but also by David's and Joanna's strings duet of another Teresa Teng classic '月亮代表我的心' (or was it '甜蜜蜜'?) . I must be really really exhausted to feel that way. These two days have been particularly tiring and trying for me, and I have NO idea why. Feels as if I've reached the brink of exhaustion and something is struggling to pull me away from oblivion before I collapse and die.

Anyway, I wish I could sleep now. Exhaustion gives you a horribly short fuse. I hope it doesn't blow anytime soon.

Sidenote: its the end of CNY break, and I feel horribly, horribly depressed. I've never felt so sad about starting school before. But then again, I've never started school after a long break with a whole month of exams and CAs for me to tackle so I guess its only natural for me to feel this damn way.

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Thursday, 8 November 2007
无与伦比的美丽, absolutely beautiful
Finally, its here! The bridge reminds me of a Coldplay song. Can't really figure out which though.



无与伦比的美丽 - 蘇打綠, Sodagreen
天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原

嘿耶~嘿耶~
你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽
嘿耶~嘿耶~
我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽
嘿耶~嘿耶~
你知道当你需要个夏天
我会拼了命努力
嘿耶~嘿耶~
我知道你会做我的掩护
当我是个逃避

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
嘿啊~嘿啊~

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Just what I need right now, a unbelievably poetic and sappy love song to get me in an emo mood.
Anyway, Sodagreen creates some of the most poetic songs in mando-pop ever. Very poetic. This is their first single from their new (3rd) album which just got released in Taiwan in conjunction with their first huge concert or something.
The youtube version's not the whole song, just a preview version, but its enough to kill. Sigh.
I don't think its out here in Singapore right now, but then again, I've been a hermit for quite some time so my information sources are kinda inaccurate. But I'm definitely going cd-shopping on Thursday or Friday, to have my short break in celebration of the end of the first wave of CAs.

And its raining right now. The heavens are beckoning me to be emo man.

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Wednesday, 7 November 2007
and so we all smile!


游乐 - 蘇打綠, Sodagreen
你现在到底清楚了吗
你现在到底清楚了吗
那麼多年仔细躲避悲伤
到了今天仍然还在装傻 快放下

哪里来游乐 一切轻巧明白痛快的发泄
哪里来游乐 抛开善感耍赖自在的沉醉
哪里来游乐 火箭云霄飞车跳舞的铁轨
哪里来游乐 月亮浩瀚太空停止的时间

而你现在应该清楚了吧
而你现在应该清楚了吧
岁月时分喜悦都是一样
手舞足蹈嘴角疯癫的笑 哈哈哈

哪里都游乐 所有思想玩味恣意地乱追
哪里都游乐 倘若感到疲惫倒头就入睡
哪里都游乐 缤纷黑暗光明浑沌的吹灰
哪里都游乐 鸟泅泳鱼在飞猫咪叠成堆

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Okay, this is here because Shihui complained that the previous youtube video featuring Sodagreen wasn't even an official new music video. Not wanting to admit defeat (hehe) I found this, which is a new official music video of one of their new songs.
I think its the second single from their latest album, but I'm a bit perplexed as to why they didn't film a music video for the first single instead. But oh well, who cares as long as its good music?
In stark comparison to the previous song, this one is utterly sappy and overly happy - and strangely, it works, because even cynical old me finds its cheerful infectious melody hard to resist!
Which is good, because its time to temporarily shake away the exam blues baby, and be happy and merry for awhile before revertance to exam mode occurs! Woo-hoo!

Its amazing how a single band can produce songs of such extremes: ballads that are so poetic, touching and emotional, and fast tracks that are so happy, cheerful and saccharin-sweat. Amazing.

Anyway, my first three papers for CA1 are over. Now to wait til the last week on November for the final three papers. Immunology and Virology were both pretty challenging papers; Immunology was okay, but Virology was just a killer. They tested us on viruses that weren't even taught and also on specific details that I just never thought they would be evil us to test us on.
Oh well, they are over. I just freaking hope I pass both papers with a decent mark. Time to enjoy myself for the next two days before the mugging starts all over again this weekend.


And speaking of enjoyment and oh-so-delightful fun, take a look at this sneak peak of the up and coming episode of Grey's! I'm having a hard time deciding which part is funnier - Meredith's look of abject horror when George and Izzie complain to her about their horrendous love-making; George complaining about Izzie being a porn star; Izzie complaining that George's kisses like a chicken 'Did he peck you like a chicken Mer?' or Cristina's "I'm painting Burke's apartment so that I can stop calling it Burke's apartment. A happy colour ... Red. Like blood." (she really gets the best lines!)
Looks like this week's episode of Grey's is going to be a funny funny funny one!

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Wednesday, 20 June 2007
a million shrugs
Europe has completely screwed up my internal body clock.
I slept at 3am after an excruciating effort to sort out the photos for the Europe trip, in which I only managed to complete the transfer of half of the over 8-9 thousand photos that the 6 of us took.
I was half expecting (and hoping) to ignore my alarm (set at 0800) and sleep til noon or something so as to get some well deserved (and sorely needed) sleep. Unfortunately, something inside me must have been unhinged by my 3 weeks in Europe, so much so I woke up quite suddenly at 0750, even before my alarm started to ring. And any effort to drift back into sleep again was thwarted by the blasted alarm that really went off just 10 short minutes later.

So I woke up, all grumpy and mad at myself. Had breakfast and decided to get on with sorting out my photos.
Which I managed to complete at around 1030, which was perfect because I felt it was high time I posted an entry about the Europe trip (which I had long expected to be a behemoth of an entry), So I promptly started selecting photos to post with the entry.
Unfortunately, due to the sheer amount of photos that the 6 of us managed to accumulate among ourselves, I found myself being unable to finish browsing through the photos. In fact, by lunch time, I had only managed to browse through probably less than half of the photos we took.
Feeling quite sick of looking at more photos of Europe, I decided to just lay back on photo selection today and continue another time, so I am happy to announce that that gargantuan entry about Europe will have to be further delayed! (Yaaaaayyyyyyy!)

I met up with the 5 of them yesterday to get the complied photos (housed in 4 DVDs), as well dinner at Cafe Cartel and a movie session (Ocean's Thirteen).
It was quite a memorable outing because of several reasons:

1. I found out that Century Eggs are no longer allowed to be sold in S'pore. Yes, horrible isn't it? What will happen to my favourite dim sum and porridge dishes in which century eggs form an essential component of the dish's composition? I suggest we observe a minute of silence for the unfortunate demise of century eggs in the hearts and memories of S'poreans.

2. I learnt (the painful and hard way) that there are a series of small path dividers separating the path from PS to Cathay. I was oblivious to their existence and in my usual neurotic state of mind, swung my leg out at one of them, such that torrents of pain coursed through my poor beaten body when my tibia came into contact with that blasted pillar of unforgiving stone, concrete and cement. I was lucky to escape with nary a bruise, though it shouldn't have been a surprise because of the fact that wizards have a higher threshold for physical injuries.

3. I also learnt that a certain friend and travel mate of mine doesn't like fish. This is a blasphemous thing to say, because, as I am sure everyone can see from that little list of my favourite things located on the left hand column of this blog, you would have noticed that Voldemort happens to love fish. I was also shocked to note that this travel mate of mine is also incapable of telling apart the different species of fish that are commonly served in S'pore, which means that she is unable to tell the difference between say, a garrupa, a pomfret and a sea bass. Which I honestly find appalling because... well, they look so different from each other, don't they!?

4. Ocean's Thirteen was quite okay. I think the movie worked because the amazing chemistry among the cast members, because without the amazing cast, the confusing and rather baffling plot would have crushed the whole movie. I thought it was on par with Ocean's Eleven, didn't watch Ocean's Twelve so I can't really compare with it. But yeah, not bad a movie if you want to have some entertainment.



To cap it off, I present to you another favourite song of mine from Sodagreen. I am particularly fond of the lyrics for this rather depressing song; it manages to articulate some of the feelings I've been having after the rather unfortunate business of parting with someone you thought you could (and would) love for a substantial period of time, but then you just sorta know that you have to. Even if you don't want to. Because she (and probably you yourself)just don't want it to continue anymore.

"这些日子过来
突然间变成一片空白
这段日子是否
沉睡中忽然哭醒过来

太多意外
没想要勉强我感慨
太多困难
会让人害怕看未来

是我的海
阳光的下午慢慢感染
当海不蓝
飞起的梦想都变尘埃

你知道我不想离开
你知道我有多无奈
如果时间一直走得那么快
我怎么对你依赖
你知道我不想离开
你知道我有多无奈
如果时间一直走得那么快
我怎么对你依赖
泪流出来该怎么办

是我的海
寂静的下午默默离开
海也不蓝
转过身不能再宠爱

我多想大声喊
我多不想明白
我只想唱来一些温暖
在我们心里不会腐坏" -
"是我的海", Sodagreen

You can try to convince yourself that you've moved on, but even after a million shrugs of "Oh wells!", you'll still find that empty feeling inside - hoping to be filled once more.

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Monday, 18 June 2007
Sodagreen
I am listening to Sodagreen's debut album right now! Feeling quite happy about it.
Yup, I went out today to search for that album. I was so so so determined to find the album I actually searched a total of 5 different CD stores for it - HMV, Sembawang (is the company closing down?), Gramophone, CD-Rama and That CD Shop, all because I wanted to buy the CD at the cheapest price possible. I've become such a cheapo. Sheesh.

Anyway, I spent a total of 60 bucks on CDs today. I couldn't help it. There were so many CDs on sale, CDs that I wanted to buy ages ago but put the idea off because of either a lack of budget or lack of time or just simply forgot that I wanted to buy that CD, CDs that I never ever heard of but were being sold a dead cheap prices, so you know, you just got to have it... SO SO many to choose from. Argh.
I went mad, just taking random CDs of the rack and telling myself that I've gotta have this and that. I'm gonna try and plough trough my whole stack of CDs later, before I go to sleep.
Talk about collateral damage, or in this case, collateral purchases.

Its quite amazing that a simple entry on Sodagreen can be updated 3 times in a single day. What can I say? I turn fanatical sometimes.
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"跳動的世界裡找你的頻率
靜止也不休息 抓住你的呼吸
我 再多說一句 猜你的回應
流動的時間裡找你的旋律
轉眼整個世界 只剩你的應許
我 放自己飛行 今夜就開始放晴〈在有你的記憶)" - "频率",苏打绿


My favourite Sodagreen song, from their debut album. The vocalist of Sodagreen, 吴青峰 is quite erm... niang. I mean, yeah, if you watch most of their MVs, he has really weird stage presence and actions, involving a series of twitches and rather effeminate actions, which looks like spasms or something. But of course, that could be attributed to the fact that they started out as an amateur underground band (which is how the best bands supposedly come about) so they don't really care about fancy moves or anything.

And oh yes, 吴青峰's voice is also awfully high, in fact, I think he may actually be singing in the key for females. That's how unnaturally high his voice is. Crazy. So you can be forgiven if you thought it was a girl singing the songs in the first place. I dunno how he managed to achieve that voice... its just too high for a guy.
But oh well. He is talented. Most, if not all, the tunes and lyrics are composed by him. And who cares if he has quirks?
Most of the best song writers have strange quirks - 阿信 of Mayday freaks out if his fringe is messed up, and he needs to wear a baseball cap to cover his face whenever he is outdoors; Chris Martin of Coldplay is a vegan even though he looks like he is malnourished or something; John Lennon digs strange, eccentric girls like Yoko Ono; Paul McCartney married Heather Mills (with her prosthetic leg); Green Day's Billy Joe Armstrong puts on mascara; Elton John loves performing with feather boas around his neck... the list goes on.

Sodagreen's music appeals to me, because it reminds me of emo Brit rock, the branch of rock made famous by bands like Oasis, U2, Coldplay and recently, Snow Patrol.
Its more mellow, more emotional that American punk rock, or heavy metal for that matter. Which is the kind of music that appeals to my horribly horribly damaged soul of course. *cough*
You don't really find much Chinese Bands these days that are in this mould. Other Chinese bands I am fond of, like Mayday or FIR or 南拳妈妈 follows styles that are somewhat different.
Mayday used to be quite emo as well, but recently, their style has been evolving into something slightly more American. FIR takes their inspiration from Jap rock. And 南拳妈妈's source of artistic inspiration is mainly from Jay Chou and his brand of hip hop/asian fusion music.

I just wanted to wax lyrical about Sodagreen's songs really. I'm just deliberately postponing that entry about my Europe trip that you guys know, is bound to turn up sooner or later. Sigh.
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"我知道我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
我的未来不是梦
我认真的过每一分钟
我的未来不是梦
我的心跟着希望在动
跟着希望在动" -
"我的未来不是梦", 苏打绿

I've been listening to way too much 苏打绿 songs these days. For the uninitiated, 苏打绿 (or Sodagreen) is a Taiwanese band that has recently been making waves in the Chinese Pop Scene.
In fact, they just won the award for Best Group/Band at the Golden Melody Awards on Saturday, which is sorta equivalent to the Chinese Grammys. And if memory serves me right, this is actually their second time receiving this award. (They won two years ago when they released their debut album then.)
Anyway, I like this particular cover of this rather old song. Apparently its for some charity so its released as a single or something. Like the lyrics, and the way they sang it.

Anyone out there with a copy of their debut album? I'm looking for it at various music stores. Can't seem to find it. Hmmmm. So if you do have a copy of it, do me a favour and lend it to me. Yup.

And for the record, I'm still having difficulty with the whole sleeping according to S'pore time thing. Probably goes to show that my body's too in tune with UK time. Hmmm.

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yours truly

Name: voldemort33
XY, 01/06/1987, s'porean
typical geminian
free-thinker
moody & eccentric
thinks far too much for his own good
med student (be afraid. be very afraid!)
demon45_6f@hotmail.com
crazy craves
music (jazz, rock and lounge)
day-dreaming
drawing & photography
animals (sheep!)
chocolate and tea!
seafood, noodles and soup!
pet peeves
noisy crowds
over-possessive, insecure, whiny people
two-faced hypocrites
housework and homework
being called 'rich'
rushing to do stuff
crying, pesky kids
deepest darkest desires! (aka wishlist!)
to be a doctor (with a heart of gold!)
a dog
my own condo apartment
a driving license and my own four wheel drive
my own comic line
someone to hug
present
past
musings and inklings
people
other worlds
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